Empowerment in the Unknown

Hello WORLD it has been a minute since my last blog entry. Like many, I am now struggling to loose weight. I find comfort in food when there's a void. Lately I have fallen off track, seems like a downward spiral of events. Now I'm seeking to pull myself out of a rut I have gotten myself into. I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders and now I feel that the only way to feel free is to get lost. They say when you get yourself lost you find yourself again....I feel 26 going on 40...Going nuts! I am going through a Quarter life crisis and I had no idea this an actual thing. Its like you feel lost because you have now left the young person behind and is now realizing you're getting old. The things you thought you do when you grew up, weren't met. You're childhood friends are starting up families of their own, full time jobs, finding significant others, or whatever else. Sometimes I feel like I'm on the back burner when it may not be the case at all!! The other thing I am realizing everything happens in gods time. I am blessed with what I take for granted that others  lack. I know there is something deep inside that is going on, and I just want to be alone. But I cant hide from the world for too long. Lately I find myself longing to be on my own, something I have never done. I feel that I need self empowerment. Find strength and courage within myself. This is just another Chapter in my life...The best way I can describe how I am feeling is...Its as if someone who once could see and suddenly goes blind. How would you feel if you lost your sight? Everything is completely dark, could you manage to find your way? Many find comfort in the light...could you find your way in the dark? To me the dark represents the unknown..I have a playground of the unknown to play in. I'm learning to be my own leader and prepare myself for the future. Im fighting myself to leave the familiar to go for the unfamiliar.. Life is all about making mistakes and s I'm having a hard time choosing the unknown vs. the familiar. Im not ready to settle down or have children, I'm ready to rediscover me! Find myself and get my life back on track. :) Hope whoever reads this entry finds inspiration and empowerment in the unknown!
Much love,
Thanks for reading
The Rogue Foodie